You ever stop and take a look at your life and think, "How the hell did I get here?"
I'm lying here, trying to fall asleep, and all I can think about is what life would've been like if I hadn't taken part in that stupid rebellion. I had this picture of how my life was going to go. But Sloane got people so excited, I just kind of went with the flow, without thinking of the consequences. Now I can't even remember what it was I wanted.
Sorry... late night thinking and all that. Nothing I can do about it now. I guess you always just give such good advice, you were the first person I thought to contact. I don't expect you to say anything to make me feel better. I just needed to get it out.
Sleep well. We'll talk soon.